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my life is damn messed up
Okies readers. its been long since i updated this blog. Been super busy and stressed up recently. I have time to blog now bcoz i decided to give myself a little break time. Hehehe.
Back from sports club AGM rehearsal jus now. Everytime i go there, i dunno how should i feel, to feel happy or confused, angry or sad? Bcoz i think there are to many many things happening at a go dere.
However, there's one thing that i'm sure is and that is able to go SC is with my LAOPO at my side! I seriously missed her so much coz i'm so busy recently with projects that i have no time to chat with her and i cherish the time so much! Heehee. I must say sorry to her coz we had some quarrels over something. SRY!
Next thing, i have got back all the results. I scored A for all subjects. Sad to say, i'm not happy. Not because of some reasons of " i can do better". No, i'm contented alr. It's because i'm too stressed up with projects ( i'm saying the 3rd time in this blog post :P) and i see nothing to feel happy abt. Maybe i have depression for the time being. HAHA.
And also, I realised a phenomenon happening in me. And that is when sometimes i said the paper is difficult to do, there are a few times i scored better than i imagined. I think i'm lucky enough. But its for term test only. Others not. Plus, i think i'm bad at how to comfort others. Can someone teach me how to comfort others? I dunno how to comfort my classmates although they also didnt score badly. If i make an effort to comfort them, i dunno did it work and will they be angry with me? I seriously dun noe. Or am i thinking too much? But i hope they can understand that term test is not everything. They will sure score better than me in other areas coz i'm weaker in those areas :) :)
Lastly, Projects and assignment sucks. Still have loads and loads of it. Airfield systems, Airport systems, Apel, mgt of air cargo and jap class test.
hmmm, tmr is the actual sports club AGM and the theme is childhood days. I gonna dress up like a schoolgirl and act cute hopefully. hahaha. A bit looking forward to it ^_^
**I thought I have something at least, but it turn out to be none at all. I gave myself hope & dropped from the peak. In the end, I'm left with nothing.
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